Happy 3rd months
anniversary

I love you so much

LITTLE PIECE OF MY HEART.

My love.

happy third months anniversary. I just want you to know that I'm always so proud to call you mine. despite of you having so many fans. chuckles. thank you for always giving me chances to change. I appreciate everything from you. and I'm sorry for being too busy these days I will make it up for us alright? I miss you, miss you so much. I miss to spend time with you, doing silly stuffs together and cry together, laugh together. you really don't know how much you mean to me. you mean the world to me. I never regret of choosing you. please believe in me. I only want you you and only you to myself. I'm sorry if I always overreacting about stuffs, being jealous for no solid reason. I'm just scared to lose you. anyway, you're mine.

ps : I choose blue theme because you love blue and I'm still suck at this baby hope you like it though. :p

You, My Everything.

little did you know that we've been knew each other for almost a year already? we started by being friends. ever since we know each other, I know there's something so special about you. I started to care about you so much ever since. and when I have your Instagram account. you've got my attention without you knowing. and I don't even know how you made it, but you made it. we barely talk with each other back then because I always been a pussy to even start a conversation with you. but I lowkey approached you at first. Since then, we became closer and closer. and I don't know how I can't remember it clearly about how can I get your phone number but yeah. I'm so proud of myself :p it's not that ez. but I'm grateful you wanted to be friend with someone like me. be proud of it too it leads us to where we are now. <3

4th November 2018

remember this date? I would still cry just to remember what happened on that day. I was so happy. just to think about the chance for us to be happy. remember, most of the time, we were actually crying when we were together even if we were doing something fun? just because we knew we only have 24 hours for that before everything changed to normal. but here we are, thanks to you for giving me another chance to love you and be yours. I'm so grateful. I will always want to cherish you. all of the time. remember the day after this day? it was really.... really sad. I was trying to be strong but I cried so much instead. I can't even stop crying, kept reading our chats while crying smh. listen to our songs. I tried to hold myself from chatting you but I ended up chatting you. you mean so much for me, really.

I love you so much.

next step.

hey my love, my everything.

I made up my mind that this is the time for me to take us to the next level. we've gone through a lot of thing through ups and downs. you always be there for me when I need you. you always be there when I'm sick and when I'm weak. you understand me so much and you always try to be the best for me. and actually, you are the best. you complete me in any lacunae in me. you always listen to me, not trying to even hurt me on anything. I'm so grateful for that. I don't have any reason to hold us. I wanna spend my life with you, build our family together, watching little us running around, waking up to see you by my side every morning. I want to be the one that you can rely on. I want to be the one who's going to take care of you and grow old together with you and so.....

he clears his throat and stares into your eyes, bending on his one knee while holding your hand, still eyeing you. he then takes out a red velvet box where the ring is inside and opens it as he holds it up to you, taking a deep deep breath.....